[myCLOUD]

Much of our data is spread around in your computer's folders and in different websites online.  I have a goal of merging all of these and creating a personal "cloud" for myself.  It will be accessible via laptop, iPhone, iPad, netbook, desktop, or any other device, mobile or otherwise.  This includes accessing this cloud via a public computer whether in a library or computer lab or a friend's computer. 

This cloud will serve as my exocortex, as my universe and my reality.  It is my digital aura, my digital consciousness which I bring with me wherever I go.  It is something which is constantly being added to continuously with ideas, goals, music, videos, achievements, blogs, files, bookmarks, etc.  It is a record of my life.

Everything will be synced to my laptops, mobile devices, and online services on a continual basis.  This way, regardless of where I add things, it will always be part of the cloud.  Things like bookmarks and social profiles of mine, while not actual files, will be stored as links.  This myCLOUD serves as a main portal to my digital reality.

myCLOUD will include:
[items in brackets are auxiliary services]

All of the files and documents which will normally be stored on my desktop [virtual filing cabinet, Evernote, OneNote] All my online bookmarks [Xmarks, Delicious] My to-do lists, goals, plans, etc. [Toodledo] All my music [iPod, Last.fm, YouTube, Online Radio] All my videos [YouTube] My websites, blogs, and social networks An inventory of all the items I own [IntelliScanner] and yet to own [Amazon wishlists] Professional/Resume Information  Address Book  etc...

Personality Disorder Test

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

[system memeplex strategy]

This is pretty much partially what I'm already doing, I just want to write it all down, add to it, and be more cognizant about actually implementing it.

Sourcing_
I need to make a grand list of all my interests/curiosities, and for each list the following in relation to them:
[I should also take into account goals and ideas]

• People
• Websites
• Books
• Blogs
• Articles
• Merchandise
• Other Media/Objects
• Classes/Workshops
• [Curiosities should be limited to "starting points" to read and evaluate if further information-acquisition is desired]

Organizing_
I want some kind of "Master List" of all of these things organized via bookmarks and backed up.  Once this is fully organized, systematized, and double-checked for publishing, I will add them to a social bookmarking site.
Books and media will be added to my wishlists [which I should probably also compartmentalize and organize].  Also, I might finally buy a scanning system [http://bit.ly/a2HgxC] to keep an inventory of all my items and bridge the gap between unpurchased wishlist items and purchased items at home.
Blogs should be converted to RSS feeds.  I should have a "master list" of RSS feeds for every compartment of information that I want to stay informed about.  Of course, I will regularly evaluate this to cut redundancy.
I should create a schedule to read all these articles and books [?]
Possibly, I should have a "pending" folder for all of these websites/information sources before I "consume" them, deconstruct them, and turn them into further information sources/links/blogs.

Reconciliation_
Subsequently, when this is put into a system, I will need to figure out a way to absorb, compile, and reconcile this data into my life memeplex, and regurgitate it back into society via blogs, vlogs, personal sites, and status updates/posts on social networks.  These ideas can be "forwarded" as is or expounded on with with my own views and ideas.  I will later decide if I want to "dedicate" myself into a certain area of interest and decide whether I want to create a site, page, blog, etc. for it [like SFLGIS].  This should also be integrated with my business aspirations, which are also "creations" based on a memeplex.

Philosophy_
Finally, I can reconcile all of these different aspects into a singular "reality style" and life philosophy.  It will be integrated to my online and offline identity [ensuring that both of these identities are also reconciled].  This "reality style" and life philosophy will be regularly built upon via musings and blog entries which address different aspects of life, including my answers to the typical existential questions.  Maybe I can name this memeplex later in the process.  I hope I can influence others as well...

Also, I need to work on my own personal website [aside from social networking profiles] which ties all of my online endeavors to one site.

Moving...

This doesn't fit in a status update, but I want to document it...

The mixed anxiety of moving practically tomorrow and having friends sent to the hospital a few days ago has me physically ill. I was reading about a anxiety and it's something physiological as well as psychological. I've been feeling like this physically even before I could process what was going on in my brain. At least I finally know what's wrong. I was taking Pepto-Bismol, Alka-Seltzer, and Gas-X. What I needed is something to calm my nerves. And now that I know it's anxiety, I am starting to feel anxious. FML

And it's so weird all of it is subconscious. Consciously I'm glad I'm moving and I'm already relieved everyone is ok.

Information Overload

I just read this blog post:
"The Creativity Crisis"
http://science.slashdot.org/story/10/07/11/1159241/The-Creativity-Crisis

I've known this all along. This article states that ever since the 90's creativity has gone down. Although at the same time IQ has been going up. I think that this shows there is a relationship between information and creativity. The more information there is, while we may be smarter, there is no longer any more room to create, for creativity. Everything has been done before. We live in a postmodern society where there's nothing left to do; any idea you have you can just Google it and it has already been thought of. People don't have the incentive to be creative, to create. We have too many distractions. We have so many things polluting our minds and we don't have the memory or capacity to be creative. It doesn't fit into our daily lives. We live in a society of information overload, there's so much information out there, it's impossible to consume. We suffer from plentitude. We don't know what to do. We don't know what to consume. We don't know what to believe and there's just so much that we can't decide. Every year something like several petrabytes or something which is equivalent to several Library of Congresses is produced. Just imagine in a lifetime how much information is produced not to mention the information already exists from the past. At the same time, we have multi-national, multibillion dollar corporations vua every form of media telling us what to think, what to wear, what information we need to store in our minds. We have religious institutions, educational institutions, and society as a whole which includes parents and friends, all at the same time fighting for our mind. I suggest that we take control and decide what information we are going to select. What path, what information, what bytes are we going to select throughout our lifetime in the universe of information that is out there (which we can never even dream to consume in our lifetime). It's best to select a very small portion of it which you have control over, which aligns with who you are. Think if it as "reality art" (I'll have to go into that another day).

So do you want someone else to be control of your mind?

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Fuck James Dean

I saw this movie, where it had the typical "James Dean" archetype. He was handsome and brooding. He was mysterious. He was "against the world" but wasn't really sure what he was all about. It "seemed" like he was smart.

This is BS. I don't know why so many people fall for these types and I don't know why the media puts this archetype on a pedestal.

They are not "mysterious" and "smart." They don't hold some kind of "secret truth to the universe." They don't open their mouth because they have nothing to say and don't know anything.

These people barely contribute anything to society. They just run around life like a lost soul, confused.

People are drawn to them because they want to know what's their secret, what makes them tick. Or they feel bad that they have so much potential and they are so smart and do nothing with their life. We want to guide them and help them, the whole "mother theresa" complex.

I think they are idiots and should be left to rot. If they can't make due for themselves, then they are worthless.

We should be careful and stay away from these types. It's hard with their charm and their mystery, it's like a vacuum sucking you in. But it's a joke.

Anyone can pull it off. Just answer questions with vague answers. Don't talk. Don't give your opinion. Have "lost" puppy dog eyes all the time. Intermittently complain about something about society or about the world with some short phrase, but don't go too much in depth. Surround yourself with books and poems which you might not even understand yourself, etc.'

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TEST

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[clock]WORK

Had a dream where I was in a building with one central circular building connected to four other circular rooms. All symmetrical. This was my "workplace." Two upper- level manager were talking and they decided to send everyone home en masse because it was late and there were no customers. One of the managers, the one that was under the other manager, took over for the remainder of the shift by logging into a main terminal and shutting down the four rooms. I later found my sister(?) was doing the overnight shift taking over the same thing the other manager was doing. I told her what was going on and she told me they called her in and she had to press a button on the terminal every 1 hour to simulate activity. She told me if this was not done that it would set off an alarm that something was wrong. The place ran like one giant system, like clockwork 24/7. I told her that the other idiot manager was supposed to turn it off and probably didn’t know how to and just called her in to do that. So I was trying to help her figure out how to shut it down until the morning…
It’s a perfect metaphor for work.
I had this dream after someone called out and I was calling around all afternoon looking for a cover and then trying to figure out how I was going to get all the work done with my co-worker during tonight’s shift…

Fashion

This is part of a project that I am writing, but I decided to change it or cut it out because it wasn't really relevant to my project, but I wanted to save it...

Fashion to me is a visual stimulant, a type of art, which can direct people to react in certain ways in correlation to the level of typicality. If the form of dress is atypical it causes a stronger reaction. It causes people to become aware and break from their routine or whatever they were thinking about, even if just for a few milliseconds. I believe that a person’s form of dress can question and destroy boundaries as to what was once thought “acceptable” or “common” in everyday society. It is a visual representation of “thinking outside the box.” I think that this is very positive in that it is a subliminal message to society that diversity exists and there is more than one way to do something. It is my hope that this kind of “message” serves as a motivation for someone who may have similar inclinations to express themselves in a similar manner which is personal to them, unrestrained from the fear and anxiety of being judged, because there is at least one other person that is doing the same. The more people that express themselves visually, the more people will hopefully become inspired to do the same, creating a domino effect.

SYSTEM LOG #040620100853

Insufficient telecommunication device installed into SYSTEM drive.
SYSTEM did not meet telecommunicative quota as defined by user.
User cannot open file from SYSTEM software.
File is not currently supported.
[SYNCING ERROR]
Could not update file.

For troubleshooting solutions click "Help."

[SYSTEM PROCESSING...]

I haz graduating.

Just picked up my cap & gown, tickets, and some miscellaneous crap.
Being suggested to buy more overpriced FIU merchandise to remember this moment.

It's bittersweet.

Just got out of a group meeting. Everyone with their internships, studying abroad, great resumes, social life, etc. We had to do mock interviews. Everyone was professional and well-spoken. I was awkward.

I am TRYING not to regret this. I am trying to not regret that I didn't get the "full experience" out of college and all that BS. And that I'm "different" and that I'm not "professional enough" and stupid crap.

I just wish I could be more professional when I talk. I hate the way I talk, but I like it. I don't know. It's not bad, I like my monotony. But I just want that ability to speak professionally. I can only type that way.

Well now that I think about it. Fuck, I didn't want to go abroad, I thought about it. Different people, different language, may affect my grades. Fuck internships, they are paid labor and you know what? I want to be an entrepreneur, that's what I signed up for, not working for some marketing firm somewhere.

Envy/Feelings of not measuring up

Also, it's going to be almost 24 hours without sleep, so that's probably making me cranky.

Is God a mathematical formula?

If you can think a certain way, you will find that all the events in your life, even where you are now vs. two years ago and the things that pushed you to get there and couple that with where you're going and your intentions, it's striking to see how you are where you are and how it fits all together alongside your mindset and what you have planned for yourself. This creates .exe files that are spread out to the universe and that are executed at the right place in the right time to guide you to where you want to go. It brings people, places, ideas, opportunities, and experiences together so you can go where you have to go. And the TV and radio frequencies and commercial jingles, our whole SYSTEM, corporate, governmental, religious, they all have tapped into some aspect of this ethereal universal formula which they use in order to subliminally manipulate society for their own means. But I say that we each individually use this power to manipulate life into where we want it to go. Instead of manipulating this ethero-technical tool in order to guide people into purchasing a specific produce, skewing their mindsets to a specified bullet-point, or eliminating the who that they are and superimposing a pre-established belief/life system [these all happen at different extremes]. This is a very beautiful power and we all must figure out how to harness it. But we are mere humans and we will never know the full formula. The formula for God is understood by God itself alone. We can only strive to grasp a greater knowledge of a bigger piece of that formula. But as you do, you can manipulate certain variables in your life, x (society), m (philosophy), z (psychology), g (art), w (physiology), n (media), etc. in order to get the y that you want. You just need to figure out how to hack God.

Sometimes, before you get started... You need to relax. If you have a few days off... relax. Enjoy your time off. Let yourself enjoy it and stop worrying about what you have to do. After you give yourself this time, you will be ready to do whatever you need to do. That's what happened with me. I never really just let myself enjoy my time off, I just kept worrying about how to fill it. I relaxed for about 2 days, enjoyed my time off, now it's time to get down to business, but in a good mood. :)

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avolitionist

I use excuses such as my weight or my house not being clean in order to not experience life. 
"I can't do X, Y, or Z because I need to sleep" [although I am wide awake but I didn't sleep exactly 8 hours or I already slept enough but I feel a little drowsy].
I can't because...

But I don't want to experience life, so  I don't do the things that are supposedly "blocking me" from doing so. 

I don't update myself.

I stay in a constant state of immobility.

I want to finish certain things.  I want to do certain things with myself, with my life.
Those "certain things" are transition points to other "things" [like going out] that I am "allowed" to do once those other things are done.

I write lists and lists and lists about everything.
I list everything I want to do, buy, go, see, eat, take, live, etc.  I make to-do lists, many times the same to-do list just in different places [on paper, on Microsoft Word or Excel, online, on Twitter, on a blog, etc.].  I make list of all my goals.  I spend hours and hours thinking of everything I have to do.  Everything I want to do.  

Then I do nothing.

I feel trapped. 

Avolition
lack of motivation
lack of initiative

I know what I want but nothing motivates me...

This person suggests crystal meth:
http://3.ly/v65w

Maybe that was the problem...  A subconscious trap. 

I am scared to or don't want to bother with experiencing life so I don't do the things which I tell myself are the "keys" to experience life.  I put all these conditions of myself as to what I have to do before I am allowed to experience life.

I am not perfect, so I do not want to expose myself to society yet.
I am not the perfect image of the person I want to be.  I'm not eloquent or witty.  I'm not in shape.  I'm not debt-free.  I have not reached the quota of material possessions in order to share objects with my peers.


I am not human.
I am a machine.
I am a receptacle of media and information.
This product is still processing, it is not ready for the market.
The product is still in R&D.

Software is barely functional.  Can only run specific automated scripts.  Cannot process new information. 

Please do not begin the market segmentation phase yet, I am not ready. 

I am the consumer.  I am also the product.  Compartmentalization of all of my every wants, needs, goals ,opinions, beliefs, actions into little boxes that fall ever so gracefully in the database of my mind.  ABSOLUTE PERFECTION.  The SYSTEM is inerrant and omniscient.

But I am still processing.  Still in alpha, beta, gamma.
Testing software on specific users.

Release Date: TBA

Cover Letter Assignment from September 2006

I'm surprised I wrote this well four years ago...
Although, I sound a bit desperate.

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September 25, 2006

Ms. Garland Fuller
Recruitment Consultant
Zip Realty
6211 Cowpen St.
Miami Lakes, FL 33014

Dear Ms. Fuller:

As I read through your ad on Yahoo! Hotjobs about the sales associate position, I felt as if I was the right fit for this company. I find the idea of working for a fast-paced, rapidly-expanding business such as yours to be very exciting. I still can’t believe how ZipRealty grew so much in just seven years! I would really like to contribute my skills, education, and ideas to your company’s growth. In this industry, I believe that the key to succeed is good customer service, and I am willing to do everything in my power to be dedicated to my clients and make sure that they are fully satisfied. I can be available at any time or day to take any questions or to go to any location that my client needs me. Not only can I be available in person, I can also be available online, I have high-speed internet at home and I am very computer literate. As a lifetime resident of South Florida, I have the area knowledge to make sure I can show my clients not only where a property is, but the best route to get there. I also have a current Florida real estate sales associate license and automobile insurance which is required for this job.

As you can see in my résumé, I am currently a business management major in Florida International University. I understand that being a Realtor is a small business in and of itself, and with classes such as Business Communications, Accounting, and Microeconomics, I have the proper skills to manage my business as a real estate agent. With my classes in Marketing and Web Design, you can be assured that I can also suitably market my business, not only in the real world, but in the virtual world as well. As a college student, I have had the experience of being organized, self-motivated, and setting my own goals. In juggling the needs of different classes at different deadlines, I know the value of time-management and hard work. These traits along with my desire to succeed allow me to consistently achieve my goals time after time. I am determined to hone these same qualities and skills for my job as a sales associate in your firm.

I would like to elaborate on how my skills and knowledge can benefit your company, so I would like to schedule an interview with you at the time most convenient for you. Please call me at any day between 11 am and 5 pm at (305) 232-5115. I am very enthused at the prospect of being a part of your team and I will be eagerly waiting for your call.

Sincerely,

Kesley De Miranda

Student Homepage for MAN 4804: Marketing Strategy; Spring 2010

I always have to do these for school, so I wanted to post one for memories...

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Kesley De Miranda

Major:

Management with Entrepreneurship Track and Marketing

Student Status:

Senior [final semester]

Working Status:

Working as Night Audit Assistant Manager at Shula's Hotel & Golf Club in Miami Lakes, FL. So far I've been working there for 2.5 years.

Hobbies:

• Watching videos on YouTube


• Checking Facebook and other social networking sites compulsively


• Listening to music and constantly discovering new artists and subgenres


• Reading a few blogs from my RSS or reading about any interesting topic or question that pops into my head


• When I'm stressed or extremely bored I love to drive around aimlessly in the middle of the night with the speakers very loud


• Used to love playing video games, but haven’t in a long time


• TV is ok

Interests:

• Technology: I love electronics, I can't wait to get my hands on the latest 3DHDTV and Tablet PC.


• Conspiracy Theories: The everyday is just too boring for me, there has to be a twist.


• Words: I used to love opening a random page of the dictionary and seeing what interesting words I would find.


• Philosophy: Sometimes I spend hours just thinking about strange explanations for the universe and our reality.


• Music: Electro, Goth, Industrial, New Wave, etc.


• Movies: Cyperpunk, Paranormal/Supernatural, Documenatries, Tim Burton, Studio Ghibli.


• Spirituality


• Satire and Metahumor

Expectation from this course:

I expect to learn about Marketing Strategy... Honestly, I would like to keep an ear out for any information that will help me in starting my online business.

5-Year Goals:

• Be at a better-paying job which I like


• Have paid off all my debts


• Have a savings account to save up for: emergencies [6 months of bills], down payment on a property, my business, and for material possessions.


• Live in my own apartment


• To have already established my own online business[es] on the side


• To be in shape


• Quit smoking


• To create music and art

Links to Two favorite web sites:

• Mashable


• Last.fm

My Social Networking Profiles:

• Facebook


• Twitter


• MySpace

User Blocked

So I had this dream that when you blocked someone on Facebook, you do not only block them online, but also in real life. I had someone blocked and they couldn't see me and I couldn't see them. We were invisible to eachother. So I was having a conversation with one of our mutual friends, and we were sitting in a group. I was talking to them about the problems I was having with this person. And the actual person was sitting right there and I didn't even know it. I realized it later when I was speaking to my sister and she pointed it out to me. But they couldn't hear me only what the other person was saying in reaction to what I said. But I was safe. I don't think he heard me and just assumed she was talking to someone.

Dream

>Shadow people in suits that were created from a virus and are not human
>Art installation in parking lot of different cars with funny license plates and objects inside representing the type of person who drives the car. e.g. "Jerk" with expensive car.
>Got mad because sister bought an $80 cell phone in Wal-mart and it was this red bulky flip phone that looked like an old model. I told her she could have bought a smaller, newer phone with the same money.
>Was living in a house with my parents and sister. I snuck Laz into my room and he was hiding in the closet in between the clothes. I left my room for a minute and my dad decided to "fix something" in the closet. Then he found Laz in the closet and got mad at me. He made me kick him out.

Gothic/Industrial Scene

Genres/Subgenres:
Gothic, Darkwave, Ethereal, Post Punk, Dark Cabaret, Deathrock, Gothabilly, Coldwave,
New Wave, Synthpop, Neoclassical, Steampunk, Dark Ambient, Aggrotech, Hellektro, TBM, Terror EBM,
Industrial, EBM, Powernoise, Electro, IDM, Noise, Musique concrète, Electro Industrial, Dark Electro, Elektro, Glitch, Industrial Metal, Martial Industrial, New Beat, Synthpunk,

Record Labels:
Projekt, 4AD, Cleopatra, Metropolis, Ant-Zen

Events:
The Kitchen, The MausoleuM, The Morgue, Defiance, Resistance, Bunkergate, Sanctuary, Legion, Fetish Factory, The Saint,

Styles:
Goth, Rivethead, Cybergoth, Cyberprep, Steampunk,
http://www.blackwaterfall.com/viewall.php

Artists:

Gothic:
45 Grave, Alien Sex Fiend, Ausgang, Bauhaus, Bella Morte, The Birthday Party, The Bolshoi, Christian Death, The Church, Clan of Xymox, Corpus Delicti, Cocteau Twins, Cranes, The Cure, The Damned, The Danse Society, Dead Can Dance, Diary of Dreams, Eva O, Faith and the Muse, Fields of the Nephilim, Gene Loves Jezebel, Gitane Demone, Joy Division, Kommunity FK, The Legendary Pink Dots, London After Midnight, Love And Rockets, Lycia, Mephisto Walz, Miranda Sex Garden, The Mission UK, Mors Syphilitica, Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds, Nosferatu, Radio Werewolf, Rhea's Obsession, Rosetta Stone, Rozz Williams, Screams For Tina, Sex Gang Children, Shadow Project, The Shroud, Siouxsie & the Banshees, The Sisters of Mercy, Skeletal Family, Southern Death Cult, Specimen, Switchblade Symphony, This Mortal Coil, Tones on Tail, Virgin Prunes, The Wake, Xmal Deutschland

Indian Reservation

A few days ago I was a bit stressed and feeling down so I decided to drive around. It was at about 4am. I felt good, but as I always do in these trips, I wanted to go further than I did the last time. I stopped at an empty rest stop on the way, with just picnic tables and parking spaces. I layed on top of my car and looked at the stars. The light pollution of the city doesn't let you see any stars; it was beautiful. I ended up at the "Big Cypress Indian Reservation." I was driving down I-75 and I got down on the "Snake Road" exit by a Miccosukee gas station. Snake Road leads from the gas station from Miccosukee territory to Seminole territory.

I was about to turn back and get on the highway again. But I saw the road went the other way. All I saw was complete darkness. I was intrigued and I wanted to see where it lead to.

As I drove down the road was very very dark. It just kept going and going. It got foggy. It was exciting as I didn't know where the road would lead, or if I was even allowed to go in there.

Now the point of this blog entry is this:
As I drove down the road, I got this massive migraine. My head really started to hurt. Also, I had this strange feeling. It was neither good nor bad, just a neutral feeling, I don't know how to explain it, other than it was "different."

I felt as if there was something. Something you can't see, like energy, electricity, radio waves, radioactivity, etc. Living in a metropolis there is a lot of this. A lot of electromagnetic radiation coming from all of our gadgets and devices, the electricity, the energy waves, etc.

Now, geographically, this particular Miccosukee gas station was part of their reservation, you had to go some miles down to reach the Seminole reservation, which is separate. According to the 2000 census, there is no population in this part of the Miccosukkee reservation. It's just that one gas station, and you have to go down about 20 miles of the darkness of the everglades before you see any sort of civilization. And when you do it's very rural.

I think that because I drove down this area of pure natural land, without any radiation or electric posts, etc., I got a migraine. My brain is not used to this purity. I have grown accustomed to the radiation of radio waves, microwaves [cellphones], and infrared [satellite], etc. So when I reached this area without human impact, my body was not used to it.

This really goes to show how much stuff is out there that we don't see, which affects our everyday lives.

Now to go a little down the rabbit hole.

There are things out there like HAARP, MKULTRA, and SSSS [Silent Sound Spread Spectrum].
Who knows how much we are subliminally manipulated and mind controlled in these big urban population centers.
When we go outside of the reach of all this radiation, into nature, we may feel or think differently.
It's very subtle so it's hard to know what is actually going on and what exactly is changing.

Another theory... Maybe these Indian Reservations are being influenced with a certain frequency to keep them under control since they can't be controlled under normal laws due to their tribal sovereignty.

Next Halloween 2010 #todo

• Celebrate whole month of October,
• various costumes for different events/days/places,
• photo shoots of "main" costume,
• decorate your place,
• carve a jack-o-lantern,
• go to haunted houses,
• visit "real" haunted houses,
• haunted/ghost story "tours,"
• go to the cemetery,
• Halloween fairs,
• Halloween Horror Nights,
• scary movies out in theaters,
• movie theater "horror fests,"
• Halloween TV specials,
• horror blockbuster nights [with friends or by myself],
• trick-or-treating,
• Halloween goth/industrial club nights [Fetish Factory, etc.],
• Halloween House parties,
• Halloween parades,
• Street festivals,
• Zombie walks,
• Halloween at zoos and museums,
• Halloween at the malls,
• Do your research for Halloween events throughout the month,
• Participate in Starmen.net Halloween Funfest,
• Participate in "Halloween" contests

OBSOLETE SUBJECT NOT SUITABLE FOR ASSIMILATION

There are certain people in this universe which are worthless.  Their existence brings more harm than good. 
They manipulate, use, exploit, abuse, disrespect, devalue, drain, and take advantage of others.  They are irrational, psychotic, delusional, and stupid.  They do not contribute anything to society.  They are a waste of human flesh.  It doesn't matter what you do for these people, no matter how nice you are, they will always bring you down, treat you horribly, and blame you for all of their problems.  They will never change. 

Why do these people exist?  What is their purpose in the universe?  They have no value whatsoever and they are destructive to everyone and everything around them, regardless of how good you are to them. 

I don't understand what is the point of these people.  They should just be terminated.  That is the only logical solution for these kinds of people.  They bring no value to life other than to make everything worse.  

There should be some agency where you can file an application in order to terminate these useless people from Earth.  They are not worthy of the oxygen we breathe.  They should not be allowed to use any of the resources that we all use. 

It's people like this that make me truly believe that there is such a thing as evil in the world.

If the Borg came down to  Earth to assimilate one of these beings, which is not representative of the rest of humanity, the Borg will malfunction and die off.  This person's neuroses and delusional, irrational, and abusive thought patterns will spread through the Borg like a virus, dumbing down the hive and invalidating thousands of centuries of culture, technology, and knowledge gained through the assimilation of countless species throughout the universe.

COMPUTER DEVICE WISHLIST

SYSTEM MAIN: Laptop with bluetooth or wi-fi direct [*] and latest, top-of the line specs.

Laptop will be disconnected from all other parts.  I will not have to use the physical laptop itself if I don't want to. 
I will have a typical "office desk" setting with my mouse, keyboard, monitor, all wireless, and the laptop will be on the side on a stand.  If I want to take the computer with me, I just grab the laptop from the stand, disconnect the power cord, and go somewhere else.  Alternatively, I can grab my wireless/touchpad keyboard and use it with my TV.

[Wireless refers to either bluetooth, wi-fi network, or wi-fi direct]

• Vertical laptop stand | e.g. [*] [*]
• Wireless AV System to connect display to TV [*]
• Wireless keyboard with touchpad [*] / Laser keyboard [*] / Optimus Keyboard [*]
• Wireless mouse
• Wireless monitor [*]
• Wireless USB Hub
• Wireless external hard drive [*]
• Wireless speakers
• Wireless headphones
• Wireless printer
• Wireless Internet
  
• etc.

Post-School Goals

In no particular order:

• Get a better-paying job
• Lose weight
• Change to healthy diet
• Begin exercising normally
• Get lipo/surgery in specific areas I want
  
• Begin indoctrinating myself to new habits
• Pay off all debt
• Set aside a savings account
• Quit smoking
  
• Read all textbooks from school and take notes
• Keep any relevant/applicable information, donate else
• Focus on "MECHANESTHESIA" initiative [brand, life system, philosophy, style]
• Purchase all new technology I want; reposition self as one who is always on top of the latest technology and gadgetophile
• Purchase new wardrobe | Replace current that I don't like
• Purchase all the music I want
• Purchase all the video games/video game consoles I want
• Purchase all the books I want
• Purchase all the DVDs I want
• Purchase new furniture
• Automate my life
• Start online busines[es]
• Start monthly event
• Learn to dance
• Learn to DJ
• Lose virginity
• Collect "fuck buddies"
  
• Work on "sprituality"
• Experiment with drugs
• Look into psychonautics
• Reconcile technology with spirituality
• Reconcile technology with goth
• Continue with Social Aggregation Sequence  http://bit.ly/2vw5Aa
• Make music
• Make art
• etc. |